Prologue

Annika' POV:

"What do you think I messaged you because of that stupid dare?" He said with a familiar pain in his eyes as he concealed his emotions with a smirk.

"Of course. Because you are an ruthless arrogant person with a fucked up past. Who can never love someone." The words left a sour taste on my tounge, I almost felt the urge to puke.

A part of me denied it. I hated myself to tell him that, this is because of me, and now how could I expect him to love someone after what happened ?

Specially me.

My vision was blurred by my past.....by our past, it is all my fault and now something is happening that never should have started, I love him.

But i can't  hurt him again.

I am here because I won't be able to breath properly until that fucking asshole digges his grave, and I will kill him, my so called father.

To take my revenge.

To take our revenge.

History will repeat it self but this time it's my turn to torture you, DAD.

My thoughts came to an halt as I heard gent "I knew who you were but I never unfolded your truth"

That shook me to the core. He knew, but he still chose sin for himself.

How can I not love him.

"And you still decided to get hurt by me again, gent"

"Whatever happened wasn't your fault grace."

It was fault. This is all because of me.

My eyes teared up.

"NO! It was and you still messaged me, only because you wanted warmth." I almost shouted.

Those words stabbed right through my heart.

I will never forgive myself for doing this to him.

"I don't want warmth until it's your body."

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And if you want love

We'll make it

Swim in a deep sea

Of blankets

Take all your big plans

And break 'em

This is bound to be a while

Your body is a wonderland

Your body is a wonder, I'll use my hands

Your body is a wonderland

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